Monday, August 1, 2011

Hello August

This month is going to be good, or at least I hope so. I start college in 21 days from today. I'm really excited being as I haven't been in school since May of last year. 

Other than that, things aren't that great. We're flat ass broke, and we have these stupid bed bugs we can't get rid of, and personally it's absolutely driving me crazy. I don't know what to do about it anymore. But I'm sure I'll get it figured out soon, seems like I've almost got them under control(with no help from my mother of course(minus her buying the bug stuff to help get rid of them)) Well that's all for now :)

Saturday, June 25, 2011

SO

FUCKING TIRED of this bullshit. I have NO privacy. Fuck my family. keep your noses out of my shit, bc the more you do this, the more you make me fucking hate you.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

I know it's been a long time since I've written, but the only thing I think is worth knowing or being told is that I'm absolutely madly in love with the man I've been with for the last twenty months. He's just simply amazing, and he makes me the happiest I've ever been. I love him so much.

10.04.09 AAF<3
I love my Airman with all of my heart<3

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Updatee



Well things have been hectic. Stephanie had her baby :] Named Riley William<3 He was born 3.12.09 7.2 21.5 inches long. Hes so beautiful too. I kindof started dating this boy named Jesus :] He makes me rather happy. I still have loads of secrets, but none of which i could ever say on here. Secrets are never safe, no matter who/what withholds them. I've learned that the hard way. but yeah :] things are good, minus being grounded but hey, it happens I'm a teenager. I'll be 17 in about 3 1/2 months! I'm excited yet scared.
welllll i'm off for now. byee :)

Monday, January 26, 2009

Four Letter Words

What's the difference between Love and Hate? They are both just four letter words, with strong emotions attached to their definitions. And if you really think about it, you cannot have one with out the other, so really,there is no difference. Maybe they just want us to believe that there's more to these four letter words, to make us conform to what they want us to be. Or maybe there's a secret affair between the two, a hidden one,one that no one can ever see. Or maybe, all they are are just four letter words, with no meaning, no reason for saying them, and no real reason for feeling them.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Status

UPDATE: Not much really going on now a days. Just been chillin', enjoying things the way they are, yet at the same time hating them. As weird as that may seem, that's deffinately how my mind seems to work. I'm sitting here bored out of my mind. Thomas and I went to Amanda's and chilled with her and some others watched dead silence which is always a good movie :) Flirted some ;) and just hung out. Now I'm sitting here sooo tired, trying not to fall asleep. bleh well thats it for now...

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Feeling

good. Things have been rocky the last week. Between midterms, and drama, it's been crazy. Midterms were good, The lowest grade I got was a 66, that was in Marine. But hey, it just means that I have to study harder. Wednesday was kindof nerve wrecking though, but not too much. Evan Nami Joey and I all hung out. We went to the mall. It was fun, I bought a really pretty dress. But believe it or not, when it came to the whole being near Joey, it wasn't too bad. I was really nervous at first, but then I calmed down, because it's pointless to let someting as stupid as him brekaing up with me ruin my fun. Actually, it reminded me of when we first hung out, I was wearing the same exact thing, coincidentally, and he was driving his dads truck, like he did the first time he ever drove me home. It was nice to be reminded in a gentle way, with him in my presence.

Friday night I found out some horrible news. Our close friend Chrissi passed away. It's really taking it's toll on mom. Unfortunately, Sarah knew her just as well, from girl scouts. This must be really hard on her daughter, she's only ten, but she doesn't have a father, and now she's motherless. I can only imagine how hard that's going to be on her in the future. I feel really horrible, it reminds me of mommom. But hey it's alright, I got to drink the pain away.

Last ngiht, Nmia spent the night. It was a lot of fun. We drank, and smoked a bowl. She got to see how my life is. It made her laugh, and I'm really glad. It was definately what she needed.