Finally I have time.

Happy [late] Thanksgiving! So finally I have time to blog, thank God. I think that if it weren't for days off, I would absolutely go nuts. Any who, where to start...there's so much to tell.
Well, since the last time I wrote in here, a lot has changed and a lot has gone on.
I was with Harley for about 2 months, before things started going to shit, and I broke up with him. We started fighting constantly because of stupid shit, and he was moving to Missouri so i decided it was time to go our separate ways. And not too long after, When I was hanging out with Evan, did I find someone who made me the happiest girl alive, Joey. I've known him since freshman year, but we weren't very close, just hey what's up type of things. I've always had a crush on him, but always thought, he's too good for me. Well we started talking, and we started to see each other. We spent almost everyday together for the rest of the summer :). We were together for a little over 3 months, but towards the need, I was going through a lot, and I got depressed and I had changed my attitude a little. Joey didn't like the change and broke up with me :. Right now it's been almost 3 weeks since it's happened, and God do I miss him. I keep thinking about the first time we hung out, it was really awkward. He came over, and we were watching Discovery channel because it was shark week. It took him almost all night to even hold my hand, and when he finally did, oh man I had the butterflies so bad! lol. When it was time for him to elave, I walked him out to his car, and we hugged, and we kissed, it was really awkward. But now, hes not there anymore and I'm really lost. I miss him and want him back more than i could ever tell him. I sent him a letter earlier, and I hope he considers what I put.
On top of all that, Stephs pregnant, and shes having a boy. Shes with this really obnoxious guy named Chris. But hey, I have to put up with him, hes gonna be family. And pauls with this girl Serena, who is also prenant, and they're engaged to be married. Puals going into the Navy, just like his brother John. Moms still struggling with hte financial situation, she will be until my dad finally grows balls and starts helping out. But thats never gonna happen.

Well this is just a quick little summary of whats been going on, I'll blog more about the joey thing later. Cos I have so much i need to get off my chest and its killing me holding it in so long and pretending to be happy when really I'm dying inside :/
anywho, laterr~~